~*A New Beginning*~

I felt that Sierra's web page was a little out of date and it was difficult trying to navigate and so I decided to start a blog for her, and also for me, to share my thoughts/feelings. Her anniversary/birthday was on December 10th. She would have been 8 years old. We had a nice day, it was actually the day of the Microsoft party and so we did that and then went and bought a little cake for her. We usually do a balloon release but it got dark so early and the weather was yucky and so we weren't able. The kids always enjoy this activity. I felt pretty good on her angel day. I think that I don't allow myself to really let it sink in. I just kind of floats on the surface. However, after I wrote a blog post last night it really started to hurt again. I went to bed and everything came rushing back, the memories, the feelings, the sadness. Its not very often that this happens and so when it does its a surprise to me. Anyway, Im going to post all my pages from her web page onto this blog and hopefully keep better up to do with it.